human changes because ? TRUST .

 Did you even wonder why i manage to change my attitude to worse ? And who made me into this shit ? It was you . I didnt have much parental love , my parents were all busy . They dont have time for me , you were the only one . I told you i trusted you with my whole heart , i didnt lie . I trusted you to not leave me . That was the first time i ever trusted a person with my whole heart , and it will be the last time . I trusted you to protect me , i depended on you . Guess what ? You left .  You didnt change yeah so ? It doesnt matters . You left ,  it told me to be stronger , it told me to protect myself . Its the only way i wont get hurt , because no one will ever be there to protect me if i needed . If i didnt trust you i wont get hurt .