Nothing near to happines

I don't hate you and I never will , I just act like I do because it's easier rather than admitting that I miss you .I don't know what to say to you anymore , whatever I say seems to annoy you and myself more with your replies. 'lol, okay.' speechless ? I guess so. You said you are happier of with your friends without me , than later no. 'it just makes me angry ' wth. At least you hate me , I mean like a feeling. What about me ? I love you so much that I just can't hate you . Its like I need to hate you , but I just love you . 有时我真希望你还是我的，但是你跟你的朋友比跟我还开心。 我这么能要回你呢。我根本就不配你。我们有始终根本就不该开始。