Young and free .

I used to regret why i didnt just chilled and relax and stop pretending like im adult when i was young . I didnt get much freedom back then , but at least things were simple . I had friends i could play with , and all my worries will be what i am going to eat , why school exist , what am i wearing , is my hair nice ? I mean like , you know when i was young i was more wild , and really back than i was sikple , i didnt know vulgars except stupid . I didnt know about what doesn fuck you means  , i was really pure back than . I didnt expect life to be so complicated since i when P5 though , till now its still complicated . To be honest i had my first boyfriend when i was P5 , dont feel like exposing who but yeah . His now is Sports Sec Schools 14 . I forget his birthday so dont ask me . We were in rs for in like 1 month ? We break up in a really cool method . I dont feel like exposing this , but if you wanna know text me . Hhahaha , my barbies and kens know . :3 . Until P6 i guess started to hate him , and talk to him and love him . We were so much better back then before things get so complicated . We used to be so close , you would hold me tight . Hold my hands in between your finger gaps , hug me when i cry , kiss me when im sad . Arguements happen all the times but was solve all along , but now ?