''i miss the old US''

sick of pretending , yes i do miss you . But i miss the old you , not now you , but so?. Things have change , we'll never be the same and really never . I dont count this 1 year plus as a waste of my time , i count them as a part of my sweet and horrible time . Today photos just keep popping into my heads , what moments we really had and now is all gone . This drama came to an end , as a stranger . But im kinda a bit happy about it , at least i dont have to worry anything except my friends . I can partyy all night and dont care whether he minds or does he miss me . You are enjoying life , im enjoying mine too with my friends that you didnt like . I was actually plotting on a revenge last few days , and i succeeded . You came to scold me , and i was quite happy by the way i text back . I love my last text that make you speechless . We are the same , just that at different timing different people and different situation . I really giving up this time round :) hope he find a girlfriend that totally listens to him . Oh wait , ahahha he already have luh .XD I have mine too , best barbies and kens . Deleting msg pictures . Maybe i should just give back everything , not by ftf duhh . Some other methods .