I want a rainbow.

I'm indecisive I know that. I let you go and I want you back . But I know I cant if I did some heartache would happen. I don't like your friends , neither do you like mine . You made me leave them , but you couldn't leave yours too even if we are still in a relationship right ? Imagine if we are still in a relationship , I asked you to leave that girl would you ? Or could you ? She's your best friend. You couldn't right ? So what makes you think at that time I could leave my friends.? Never mind , all this doesn't matters anymore cause you are into your best friends and just trust me. , she will fall for you and you will understand my situation that time. Because a girl won't only stay at best friends. It's either she already has a boyfriend or she will slowly fall for you.