when daydreams become what i wish for .

Live is just complicated nowadays , how i wish i could just go back to the time when I'm only frustrated about my hair clips colour for the day . Gahh , how time flies . COUNTING DOWN TO 5 DAYS WHEN SCHOOL REOPEN AND I WILL SEE ... AGAIN  . I somehow hope school wont start for a different reason . Gahh ,  it not because of homework , i don't really care , its because i really don't know how to face you anymore. Its not that i don't want to continue you know , its that i can't . There will be conflicts and i don't think you will really be able to accept me and we will end up like this AGAIN  , but i wanna risk it ALL again with you . (>.<) if you read this text me would you . If you didn't i guess we aren't meant to be .

rants

WHAT A DAY , its so freaking tired . YEAP IM SO FREAKING TIRED . Eye swollen , leg injure . Reading those bullshit tweets , really ? And seeing those people who keep taking pictures or what . OMG PLEASE STOP THAT . Take in the bus because YOLO ? Omg , its so wrong . Have a desire to make VIDEO BLOG , how about that ?! XD , reading is kind boring aint it ? Everyone loves to listen more to read right ? Will plan that another day XD . Yesterday night with Jojo was totally awesome alright ? We took tons of stupid videos and yeap , we wont post it okay . xD , next time round alright ? And we saw a lot of performances and one of the video im going to show later is a man who went in the ballon . OKAY COOL EH . XD . 

DAY OUT WITH ''JASL''

Well that means JOJO , ME , SHERMAINE AND LISHEN ! When to PASIR RIS park and cycle ! UNTIL BUTT PAIN CAN XD . SAW a lot of horse ! MONKEYS , ROOSTER AND MONITOR LIZARD . Fell down twice , yeah and only me . XD . When to the playground like a cloud nine , you know those special swing ? like you climb and seat and than can move very far . XD , nvm i show you the picture later . XD . Yeah play that super lot times . ANDAND that circle thing , like a hamster wheel . KEEP RUNNING KEEP RUNNING ~ YOU KNOW THE SONG ! XD . AND WE FELL DOWN . INJURED OURSELVES :( We went to downtown east WILD WILD WET aka WWW . Had so much fun ther can ? ! PLAYED ALL THE GAMESSSS . ULAH-LAHHH , you know the two person slide thingy ? YEAH PLAYED THAT A LOT CAN . LIKE A FLYING ORANGE ! and the WATERWORKS ! BOTHH PLAY-ED ! XD . AND yeah , saw some chrians . SERIOUSLY , GO UNTIL SO FAR STILL SEE THEM . FROM sec2E1 XD and from Inforcomm club guy XD . AND NOWWW , at JoJo's house XD . Her family superrrrrr can . XD GOT MAC FOR SUPPER , XD THANKYOU :) . LURBYOU XD . And here is the day ! SUPER TIRING CAN ! I swear we slim down . XDXD . some random photos nowww !

 SPOT THE DIFFERENCE !

okay ending ! XD there still a short video on our KEN !

Do people have multiple personalities , or is it just me ?

''If i could replay . . . . . . .'' one direction - I should've kissed you the '' . . . . . . .'' is the real title of this post  ! And is what i want to say .'' Can i be a bit selfish for this time ?  i want you back . ''Thats one of my small little notes . Well that wasn't for anyone to read ,but yeah since this won't come true . IT DOESN'T MATTERS RIGHT ? XD . Well , I'm always this kind of person . I do a decision using my brain , the next moment i regret it with my heart for listening to my brain . Than the next moment i agree . Do people have multiple personalities , or is it just me ? I think i have and that's real crazy . I don't know who i am sometimes , i could get so obsessed with my daydreams that i will just cross the road without looking . Hm , sometimes i put on earpiece but when i daydream i wont notice what song is it . THAN I WILL  WAKE UP WHEN I LISTEN TO NYAN CAT'S SONG . You see i download it for my ring tone . XD . Well , i admit i do daydream a lot even when I'm watching a movie . CAN'T HELP IT . IM A PISCES . AND PISCES DAYDREAMS A LOT . #TRUEpisces ! and sometimes i could just party and change my mood in a split second .. Somehow i find it scary can ? :/ .  SO YEAH 

And at the end , a smile is the best pose after all . 

i can't say i don't miss you , because whenever i think about you my heart breaks all over again .

my title is from @ohgirlphrase ! i do retweet tweets but i only remember some that really is me . I never like goodbye hugs or kisses only for a simply reason . '' IDW I T E.'' you understand ?  ''I don't hate you because you left , i hate you because you pretend you wouldn't . '' from @ohteenquotes how amazing that she can exactly say what I'm feeling . '' A #Pisces will trust you if they love you. Don't abuse it.'' from @AllAboutPisces  i trust you if i love you . So i expect the same in return . Remember the day you left me alone ? I stood there and cried as i watch you leaving . Nothing was worse than that feeling that moment that day . I really can't forget . If there is a time machine i would go back to that moment , and walk away instead of watching you leave . 

I used to believe in forever , but forever is too good to be true.

letting go doesn't means you don't love that person, it just means that you are mature enough to know that he/she is better off without you . " a quote from google than inspire me. "moving on is never easy because memories are there" so my type you know. XD. "loving you was a risk and unexpected. " so true but "unexpected relationships last longest" agree ? At least I argee. "loving is easy , Leaving is hard " so TRUE alright. "I hate the fact how you can be so perfectly fine without me " hmmm ,well I'll be like that one day. Guess what , I wrote 13 little notes for you. Everyday one. You see I can't text you , and I can't tweet about it since maybe some "people" might see it. The only way to say would be writing some notes. I can't keep things in my heart too stress. I need to rant and vent about it alright. I seem to have a super power well , not exactly. Not boasting , I can somehow predict whether that relationship will last and will I say it won't work out , it really won't. How many have I predict than they will get together thAn separate ? Well too many. But why I didn't predict my own one. Call me a fool only for love. use to think that we would last , but things change we change . Feelings change too . What a tiring day today. Shall not think too much , but wait should I delete my little notes .... Well I think it's time to delete after so long. So aloha ! Goodnights !

The same girl who smiles and talks non-stop, is the same one who cries herself to sleep at night."

 The same girl who smiles and talks non-stop, is the same one who cries herself to sleep at night.  A quote from @OhTeenQuotes from twitter .  You know how much i want to text you like right now saying i want you back ? . But i know if i did it , i would be wasting my 1 month effort trying to forget you . So i decided to remove your contact , but i remember that number . I just remember it very clearly even if i try hard to forget . Sometimes i just wish my STM appears like now . Why do i always remember stuff im supposed to forget ? Some people tend to smiling all the time , just like me . I give advice for my freidns to move on , but i can't do it myself . Isn't that stupid . Why do i keep holding on to you , when you already live life perfectly fine without me . ''some say holding on is what makes you strong , but letting go doesn't means giving up , it just that you learn how to move on and be stronger'' . I've always love this kind of quotes . Do i sound artistic ? HEHEHE XD . ALAMAK , me forever on cloud nine luh . Sometimes happy sometimes sad . I guess only me does it right ? Or left ? Well gtg , going swimming ! . #waitformynewpost~ #hwaiting